Day 2? Kinda

      So, remember in my last blog where I said that I'm a procrastinator? Yeah. That's why I missed like 3 days of blogging. Anyywaayyysss, I had a pretty bad day. I went to bed last night just fine but then I woke up to texts from 2 friends. One, telling me that they love me and that I can trust them to tell them anything (they thought that I was upset when I went to bed but I really wasn't. It's a good thing though because I ended up going to her after all) and Ulainna who was talking to me about a conversation she was having with previously mentioned friend. Ulainna ended up hurting my feelings and I was very disappointed. She told me that she "bashed" me in her blog from the previous day. I read it. And I sat there on my bed. At 6:00 AM. Crying. Yes. I cried. I cried not because necessarily what she said, (and I'm not going to say what she said even though I have screenshots) but the fact that she would even "bash" me in the first place. You, my very minimal amount of readers need to understand that Ulainna is my #1. My best friend. But she really hurt my feelings this morning. So much that I didn't even type in our shared google document today. I don't really think she noticed though. I didn't tell anyone really except... lets call her 'friend'. Yeah, 'friend'. so I told friend about the situation. Not word for word but enough to get the gist. She understood what I was feeling while I didn't and I guess that you can guess that I didn't want to go to school after that. I did anyways. My friends kept me distracted throughout the day enough to where I didn't need to think about it. Sometimes though I sat in classes and just thought, trying to figure out the means to the whole situation. I kept checking up on the shared google document but it was just the same input all day from Ulainna. Friend seems to know when I'm sad. always. Even when I don't know that I'm sad. she checks up on me and I'm grateful. I'm grateful for all my friends. This situation doesn't make me question anything. Ulainna will still be my #1. But I needed to take breather and write this. Permanently. I forgive her because she said sorry and because she knows that she hurt my feelings. I know that she doesn't know that I feel this way because if she did she wouldn't be acting like nothing happened. So, Ulainna, if you are reading this, this is how I feel.
     Okay so after that, I went school and like I said my friends kept my mind off of what had just happened and they made me laugh as usual. My day was okay until I got to Algebra. Oh algebra. So our original teacher let's call himmmm..... 'Mr. Alg'. Good enough. So in algebra we do this thing on our iPads called Pearson Realize AND I FREAKING HATE IT WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. Basically, its a set of algebra questions usually around 10-20 questions that you have to figure out and answer and if you get it wrong 3 times you have to restart with a new question. IT'S STUPID STUPID STUPID! Mr. Alg lets you retake the set of questions how ever many times you need to get a 100 but its optional whether or not you retake it to get a better grade. Keyword: OPTIONALLLL but noooo this new substitute (we are gonna call her Miss Berrybottom) in for Mr. Alg decides that each and every person that has a Pearson Realize under 100%, even a 99% HAS TO FREAKING REDO IT UNTIL ITS AT A 100. WHAT!? I was so mad because Mr. Alg always told us that you only had to redo the Pearsons if you weren't okay with your grade and I was perfectly fine with my grade and I had one 90 on a Pearson. I was LIVID. Now, Mondays is when we do Pearson Realize all period long and I just kinda play games on my iPad because I usually always have them done before I come in or I don't understand them so I wait to learn the lesson and then do them. But, this substitute was the most uptight person in the world. If you had your iPad on your lap she would pull it out of your hands and check if you were doing Pearson or not. Like hello, I was actually respecting you and doing my stupid Pearson that had a 90% because I got one question wrong but I can't do that if every 5 seconds you rip the iPad out of my hands. I never want to have Mrs. Berrybottom for a math substitute ever again. I ended up leaving the class having the Pearson Realize not done and maybe only half way through and I don't think I'm going to do it.
      Another topic: Surprise! I'm applying to the Hill School (even though my family has no where close to the kind of money needed to attend this school) and remember when I said that I'm a huge procrastinator? yeaaaaahhh, I have a total of 14 days to complete my application. oops. I'm taking the SSAT test on the 3rd of February and I have no idea what or how to study. ugh. But I'm excited. I'm actually very close to finishing, I just have to complete 2 more questions and then I'm done so I guess thats good. They have a book that you can buy that will help you study so I might do that but the test is like 5 hours or something like that. Oh wait no its only 3 hours and 5 minutes. I just realized that I said "only 3 hours and 5 minutes" like thats a basic time for test.
     I don't know if you guys ever have read the book The Book Thief but I have to read it for my ELA class and I'm at part 7 and I need to finish the book (it has 10 parts) before Friday because on Friday I have a MidTerm on it. AND I ABSOLUTELY HATE THE BOOK. *face palm* But yeah, I think that it's a boring book and I don't think that if I was in a library and saw the book that I would pick it out for me to read. But, you know what everyone says, "you only hate the book because you are forced to read it." And I think that they are absolutely correct. I hate being forced to read a book. I like reading but, I only like books that I, myself, chose to read just because I thought it seemed interesting. Now, the book that I really wish to continue reading is It's Kind Of A Funny Story By Ned Vizzini. I never got to finish it but I was very intrigued when I was reading it. I like books about comedy and something said at the same time. Like I Funny, I Even Funnier, & I Totally Funniest. I remember reading those books and I was pretty obsessed. I think I liked them because it was a success story of a guy in a wheelchair. This middle schooler became famous all because he like to make jokes. DOOODD WAIT ONE OF MY FAVORITE SERIES OF BOOKS WAS THE PET SITTER SERIES. I DONT KNOW IF YOU EVER READ THAT SERIES BUT I READ 2 BOOKS AND HOLY MOLY THEY WERE AWESOME. One was about a boy babysitting a hamster and another was about the boy babysitting a black cat and what was really interesting about the series was that the guy always ended up getting into a big mess and ends up having to save the animal. Like in the hamster one (it's called Dixie In Danger, if you were wondering) SPOILER ALERT but the guy who owns the hamster is a crazy technician guy who likes science and he tells the boy not to go into the elevator inside the house but GUESS WHAT? The boy is forced to go into the elevator because the hamster runs into it. Anyways, when he goes in, he gets trapped in a Greek-ish time where people still wore togas and apparently the Greeks loved to eat hamsters so then the boy needs to save the hamster from being eaten and he goes back home and I think he gets caught or something? By the crazy technician guy? It's something like that. dude. Hoe did I go from expressing my hate for The Book Thief to explaining the pet sitter series? idk.
     Okay, thank you for listening, well, not listening but reading. Butttt I got to go now. I JUST REMEMBERED THAT IM HAVING ENCHILADAS AND YELLOW RICE FOR DINNER OKAY IM GONNA GO CHOW DOWN ON THAT AND BE A TUBBY CUSTARDDD. OKAY BYYEEE.

Stay Creamy, *mic drop*

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